quick question

[fiendling.livejournal.com]

I have been so angsty about my body lately, and i blame it on the pill. im currently taking mircette. its not bad really, no mood swings or pms or bad cramps and periods, i just never feel horny like.. just when im sitting around. i used to always feel sexually aggresive and whatnot. i used to be uber wet without even thinking about smut or anything. it just happened. now im pretty dry, and what i do have is kind of sticky and thick. I dont have any problems because i went to the gyn a few weeks ago (and the same stuff was happening then) and she didnt find anything

so my boyfriend was over the other night and we were doing just fine, but after he fingered me (with only ONE finger) it BURNED. like... i dont know. it wasnt too bad, but it felt like burning. and it just made me worried. i mean, come on, one measly thin little finger and it hurts when hes done. i havent even been able to have sex yet (we've tried) because it just WONT GO IN because im so dry. we need to get some lube or something

anyway, im just concerned about this burning. i think maybe i had some sore skin or something, because i noticed earlier that day it was bleeding a tiny bit, not period blood, but like a scratch in the skin, and this happened last month too.

i dont know, i just used to feel so confident about my body, and now im depressed about it.

anyone else have these burning/tiny amount of bleeding problems?

Comments

[fianna.livejournal.com]

You're probably bleeding a little bit because you got rubbed a little raw due to your lack of lubrication. Same thing happened to me on birth control pills. I lost my libido and couldn't hardly get wet at all and it just HURT to try to have sex because of it. So I completely feel for you there,. :(