I have written before, but I am really getting concerned about my current condition, so I am writing to see if anyone else has been through what I am going through...I know there are some girls out there that have written about similar experiences, and I am hoping that somebody can give me an idea of what might be happening with me. I am going to Planned Parenthood this week, since I do not have health insurance.
Here is my history:
I am 30 years old, overweight, never had any children. I have been menstruating since I turned 13 and I have always had bad cramps-I used to vomit from them and sometimes I still get nauseous from my cramps. I have very heavy cycles, lots of premenstrual issues: moodiness, anxiety/depression, fatigue, intense cravings, bloating, body aches, the whole kit-n-kaboodle...and my cycles have usually lasted between 5-7 days. I was on the pill for about 8 years-maybe more-until last year (early 2002) when I went off for a few months because I lost my prescription and I couldn't afford to buy any pills during that time. Right before I went off the pills I had switched to a new pill (from Ortho tricyclen to Alesse). When I went back on I was having bad stomach pains from the Alesse, and it was so uncomfortable that I went back off of them after a couple of months. Then came March this year. I decided that since I wasn't very good at taking my pills in the past that I would try something new...something more convenient...the Nuvaring. After a few days of being on it I had full blown panic attacks/anxiety and I was a wreck...I went off the Nuvaring after 2 months of usage-anxiety wasn't getting better, so I went back on antidepressants, which I hadn't needed for 2 years! The last birth control I took was in May of this year-Alesse as emergency contraception-my boyfriend and I had an "Oops!" I found out online that Alesse can be used as emergency contraception, so I used it. Any other time that I have used Emergency Contraception, I would have a couple of irregular cycles, and then I would be back on track...but 7 months later I am still all screwed up!
Whats been going on for 7 months:
In addition to the heavy painful cycles, I have been having longer periods with a week of spotting 1-2 weeks before my "normal" period begins. Last month I got my period on the last week of November-no week of spotting before that-so I was getting excited that my period might be getting back to "normal." Then last week I spotted for a day-I felt like I was going to get a full period, but it just ended up being one day. Then yesterday I got my period again-no warning cramps-which is odd, I usually know when my period is coming because I have cramps, but not this time. I didn't get any cramps until today. Very abnormal. And now I have had 2 periods in a 3 week span and one day of spotting between. I have been a little stressed, but I would say my stress hasn't changed dramatically from how it has been for a couple of years. Some days are worse than others, but no huge change. I was going to Acupuncture for this issue but I wasn't able to go for a couple of months so I haven't had enough treatments to make a difference. I have been wanting to start doing acupressure on myself, but I am not sure if that could change my period even more.
My feeling is that this might just be endometriosis and dysmennorhea but I am hoping somebody else has experienced this. I really don't want to be on birth control again, but I am sure I will have to. I can't afford the type I want-the nonhormonal IUD because its $300 to have it placed, and thats so much more money than I can afford right now! Anybody here have an idea of what could be going on? Has anyone else gone through this? Does it sound like I totally screwed up my body and it will just be awhile before its regular again? Does it seem like its just stress and I am just changing because I am older now? I am absolutely going to see someone this week about this, but I just wanted to have an idea of what I am looking at here.
Thanks in advance for any advice!
Here is my history:
I am 30 years old, overweight, never had any children. I have been menstruating since I turned 13 and I have always had bad cramps-I used to vomit from them and sometimes I still get nauseous from my cramps. I have very heavy cycles, lots of premenstrual issues: moodiness, anxiety/depression, fatigue, intense cravings, bloating, body aches, the whole kit-n-kaboodle...and my cycles have usually lasted between 5-7 days. I was on the pill for about 8 years-maybe more-until last year (early 2002) when I went off for a few months because I lost my prescription and I couldn't afford to buy any pills during that time. Right before I went off the pills I had switched to a new pill (from Ortho tricyclen to Alesse). When I went back on I was having bad stomach pains from the Alesse, and it was so uncomfortable that I went back off of them after a couple of months. Then came March this year. I decided that since I wasn't very good at taking my pills in the past that I would try something new...something more convenient...the Nuvaring. After a few days of being on it I had full blown panic attacks/anxiety and I was a wreck...I went off the Nuvaring after 2 months of usage-anxiety wasn't getting better, so I went back on antidepressants, which I hadn't needed for 2 years! The last birth control I took was in May of this year-Alesse as emergency contraception-my boyfriend and I had an "Oops!" I found out online that Alesse can be used as emergency contraception, so I used it. Any other time that I have used Emergency Contraception, I would have a couple of irregular cycles, and then I would be back on track...but 7 months later I am still all screwed up!
Whats been going on for 7 months:
In addition to the heavy painful cycles, I have been having longer periods with a week of spotting 1-2 weeks before my "normal" period begins. Last month I got my period on the last week of November-no week of spotting before that-so I was getting excited that my period might be getting back to "normal." Then last week I spotted for a day-I felt like I was going to get a full period, but it just ended up being one day. Then yesterday I got my period again-no warning cramps-which is odd, I usually know when my period is coming because I have cramps, but not this time. I didn't get any cramps until today. Very abnormal. And now I have had 2 periods in a 3 week span and one day of spotting between. I have been a little stressed, but I would say my stress hasn't changed dramatically from how it has been for a couple of years. Some days are worse than others, but no huge change. I was going to Acupuncture for this issue but I wasn't able to go for a couple of months so I haven't had enough treatments to make a difference. I have been wanting to start doing acupressure on myself, but I am not sure if that could change my period even more.
My feeling is that this might just be endometriosis and dysmennorhea but I am hoping somebody else has experienced this. I really don't want to be on birth control again, but I am sure I will have to. I can't afford the type I want-the nonhormonal IUD because its $300 to have it placed, and thats so much more money than I can afford right now! Anybody here have an idea of what could be going on? Has anyone else gone through this? Does it sound like I totally screwed up my body and it will just be awhile before its regular again? Does it seem like its just stress and I am just changing because I am older now? I am absolutely going to see someone this week about this, but I just wanted to have an idea of what I am looking at here.
Thanks in advance for any advice!
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Date: 2003-12-16 08:08 am (UTC)same things happening to me...
Date: 2003-12-15 10:24 am (UTC)Re: same things happening to me...
Date: 2003-12-16 05:17 am (UTC)Thanks so much for sharing. I will let you know what I find out from Planned Parenthood!
Take care and have a great holiday season!
Re: same things happening to me...
Date: 2003-12-16 01:30 pm (UTC)