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hey guys,
i am freaking out right now. my ex-boyfriend fingered me last night inside. i havent had any in at least 2 weeks, so it wasnt very sensitive, and it didnt hurt at all. the only thing is that afterwards, i went to the bathroom and there was blood on the toliet paper when i wiped. there was none in my urine and the stuff on the tissue was watery blood, kind of like kool aid consistency--not bloody blood. it cant be my period, cause that ended a couple of weeks ago. but it lasted all throught the night, and there was some on my underwear this morning -- again, not thick, but still blood. just now, i went to the bathroom and when i wiped, there was this mucus on the paper when i wiped, and it was clear with a little brownish tint to it. i have no idea what to do, and i have never been to the gyno cause i am afraid, but could this have been my hymen? i am 21 and am a virgin (*technically*) 'cause i have never had anything but fingers inside me. thanks guys, i am so afraid....its finals week so i cant go to a gyno until friday maybe. please help me. thanks...xoxo - Alexia

hi..

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I just wanted to say hi, I found this community because of amylynn, and i started reading it the other day because I didn't want to study for finals, and it's actually really interesting.
There's stuff in here that completely answers all those little pesky not-quite-questions that have been floating around in my head for awhile now, and it's kind of nice. :o)
I don't know how daring I'll be in my posts, it's weird to think that there are people who actually TALK about this stuff.. but hopefully i'll work my way up..

now that that's done with!
I just want to express my frustration with the way my period has been lately, i liked it better when it was a couple of heavy days with light days on either side.. none of this "lets stretch it out as long as possible & make her suffer for a week or more" stuff.
ugh.