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[freespiritme.livejournal.com]

What is it that makes periods suddenly more heavy than theyre ever been before?
I'm 16 years old and i started my periods when i was 13.
Theyre always been fairly heavy but never that bad.
My 2nd day is always heavy, especially overnight, and have to change tampons as soon as i wake up. Yet this period i inserted a fresh tampon (a super) at 11 and woke at 3, leaking, so i got up and replced my super with another super, only to wake up an hour and a half later, leaking again! This is rediculous, i cant cope with this!! Any ideas what could of caused this heaviness?!
Any suggestions would be appreshiated.
'Leah'

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[faetal.livejournal.com]

so un fortunately i wasnt able to get to planned parenthood intime to refill my pills.
so now, today i am supposed to start them but wont get there till monday at the soonest.....
i dont know what i should do.. just start on monday and use protection from now till 7 days after i start?
or should when i get them follow the rules as if i missed two pills? ie. take two the first day and two the second day? or whatever the rules were?

i am seriously confused.. and if i cant get them by monday what do i do then?

vicious depression

[lli.livejournal.com]

comes on for about 24 hours just prior to my period. Crying jags, everything looking bleak and hopeless, undirected fury and rage, you name it. It's gone by the next day, and is clearly biochemical in origin.

This is the third or fourth month this has happened. All the rest of my life my period has been very regular and uneventful: mild crampiness, but no noticeable mood change.
Suddenly, at 36, this crap starts?! If I'm going to get adolescent mood swings, I want my 16 year old body back too, dammit.

Pre-Menstrual

[adamantplatypus.livejournal.com]

I'm in the hut Sunday night, as always, never fail. Not only am I bloated/cranky/not feeling like myself, but I'm stressed out, too.

I have two refills left on my birth control. This will take me through to Feburary. Some time before then, I need to see my gyno again. She won't renew my script unless I come in for my regular three month check-up (not 6, due to consistantly irregular pap smears). The problem is, I have no insurance and I can't afford the appointment with out it. Neither can I afford to rely on condoms alone. We have no "Planned Parenthood" things around, or I'd use it. And before I get a lecture, yes, I do know it's important and I'll find some way to pay for it. It can't be put off, and it won't be.

Banks aren't open tomorrow, and I have four green pills left. I need to get my script filled before Thursday, and I'm not sure how I'm going to make time to go get it.

I wanted to order a natrual sea sponge tampon to try before I got this's month's period, but that didn't happen. Next month, I suppose. *grumble*

I'm such a bad planner, and whinning over nothing. Thanks for listening. :)