what the heck?!

[mandolin64.livejournal.com]

okay, so i broke up with my boyfriend of over a year last week sometime... and read what he posts:
"Wow, I'm now available, and I never knew how many girls actually wanted to date me!. He he, its quite amusing. Of course, I won't date for real in a while, but dang! It sort of makes you feel good in a way. "

what a jerk off

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[naath.livejournal.com]

well yay! I got my period on Sunday and had a math exam on Monday. So I was in major pain (pain killers=no higher brain functions), and also all random (my mother ses I get more angry cos of PMT, I don't, I jsut lose controll... so I get random).

So yeah, i couldn't think, couldn't do the exam and ran out crying at the end.

yay for making a public ass of myself there.

However, I am now better. I hope. and have figured that I can get an A in math even if I got 0 on that exam and only need to get 76% on average on all my other modules to get an A on further math also. So that's OK then.

In the red

[mewsnack.livejournal.com]

So okay my boss just gave me this really huge job to do, and as soon as he was done explaining I got this searing pain in my abdomen and I caught it just in time for it to make its mark . . . but of course there were no tampons or pads in the machine!~ So I went to the next building . . . no pads, only a mini junior tampon but I was desperate!

I hate when I ruin new panties ;.;

Also, I'm really nervous about making a gyno appointment . . . my first one. Mum says he's an old fart, very gentle and it'll be fine but I find myself putting the thing off . . . and I'm almost 20 and that is very very bad! I'm very into being healthy and stuff and I need to get screen for stuff like cancer and it would be a good idea to start keeping track of my periods and even start birth control eventually.