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I'm posting this here because it's driving me crazy and I don't know where else to ask.

Ever since I started my period this month (tuesday) I have been unable to hold urine when I have to pee. this has never happened before and only just started on tuesday. three times already i've peed myself and its very distressing. my entire vaginal area also sort of tingles and aches constantly as if i need to pee or is irritated. and its so irritating to me that i cannot sleep

could this be caused by using pads? i have felt VERY uncomfortable on them this month, and they keep sticking to me and rubbing against me.

i have not had sex for a month and when I did it was using condoms.

the problem is that my gyno is in NY and i have no insurance in MA and am still in arguments with the hospital over my last visit, and CANNOT afford to go to the hospital.

I'm really scared. are there any links online that could explain what is happening?

I am in constant uncomfortableness and I'm a major hypocondriac so I am freaking out right now. i worry that this will affect having sex or something. I have no idea what is going on. i can't make it stop, i just constantly feel uncomfortable.

thank you.