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GREAT. Just when i'm in such a Grrrrreat mood,and things with my boi have smoothed,and gotten back to normal,i'm finally done getting all my things ready for back to school tomorrow,watchin a good movie,eatin chips,relaxing,etc...i get up to go pee,and those all too familiar little glowing red spots in my cute little blue string bikini undies are graced are staring me in the face...the first thing i thought was,"danm,i'm not due until the 9th or 10th!! DAMNIT!!" I thought I at least had 6 more days of freedom left until D-day...or should I say,"P-Day"?lol Damn. I knew that crampy feeling wasnt just ovulation...thost were period cramps *bawls like a child* it hasnt gotten bad yet,the worse is yet to come...the pain gets worse...sooo much worse...its times like this when i wish we could have children and be women without them...UGH!!!