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[dancewhore.livejournal.com]

hi everyone :)
i've been lurking for a bit, so i figured i'd say hello...

i feel like crap. my period started around midnight and i have insane cramps right now :\ it doesn't help that i have RA in my hips and my period always makes it worse, so i have the double ouch thing happening.
i debated taking something to help with the pain, but... *shrug* i think this should be my punishment - i was scared last week that i might be pregnant, because i was a week late, and so i guess that was my wake-up call. oi.
*wince* i'm going to cry.
maybe sleep will help...

anyways, i'm sure that's more than any of you care to know, so i'll stop now :P
nice meeting you all :)

Comments

why "punish" yourself?

[urania.livejournal.com]

... because you made a mistake and so were scared you might be pregnant? I think most people do that at some point, sooner or later... it's a sign that you were properly concerned about your body, yourself, and your (potential) child that you worried, I'd think. Anyhow, just cause you made a mistake doesn't mean you should make your body go through more of a rough time... *wince* I *know* bad cramps are a pain, and I'm told RA's really no fun either. Hope you feel better soon!

Re: why "punish" yourself?

[dancewhore.livejournal.com]

because i was too naive for too long, and it took being that scared to actually knock some sense into me. i guess that's how it usually is though...
i guess i just feel guilty about the way i reacted to the situation... it was totally unlike me. fear sways people's opinions, it seems. :\

nonetheless, i think i'll go ahead and take that advil after all ;) i have way too much work to do today, and right now i can't even sit up without it hurting, so...

thanks for the wellwishings :)
i'll be alright soon enough