Mixed feelings!!

[taradaisy6.livejournal.com]

I'm not quite sure whether or not I should throw a party...or pull the trigger.
*sigh*

I guess in a sense...this is something that I was wishing for...*the horror, the horror* but now..haha...I want it to go away!
I haven't had my period since December...my Mom's birthday (dec. 23 to be exact) I wasn't/am not pregnant...my body is just messed! AND therefore, I just got it today! So I guess YEAH!! :\

The cramps are HORRIBLE, stabbing me in the stomach, my uninvited array of pimples is finally going away....but I'm bitchy!! REALLY bitchy! I'm completely irritable and anxious feeling...grr...ohh well.
I guess I'm glad I have it...but it's a definate MIXED feeling!!

It sucks though...because I happened to have worn a pad all week, you know as a "just-in-case" thing, AND i happened to have come home from school to visit my family for easter and my boyfriend happened to have been sleeping over last nite and the FIRST and only time this week that I wasn't wearing a pad and that's when it happened.

My boyfriend woke up this morning and thought that I had died! (or something to that nature) HONESTLY! he shook me and took my pulse and everything...WHY? Because I happened to decorate my sheets with blood! because of the fact that I didn't/wasn't expecting it to come and forgot to wear a pad to bed! IT was horrible!
:(
SO i was pretty embarassed when I was awoken by my boyfriend who was in a panic! wonderful. what luck? he was okay with it after he realized what it was....but still.
lol

What a way to start off the day!

(Thanks to everyone to helped me through my panic and questions about this trouble) :) *HUGS*

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[xviragox.livejournal.com]

Don't you hate unexpected flooding?

I was on a cruise last week for spring break, and started my period the morning we left for the airport (had to fly from Philly to Ft. Lauderdale to get to the port). That was all fine and good, but on the first full day of the cruise, I had about 80% of my whole period. It was awful...I woke up with keeper & pad completely full, passed a clot, figured the flow would return to normal, prepared accordingly, and went to breakfast. After breakfast, on the way out to the pool, I realized something was very wrong. Let's just say it was a really, really good thing I wore navy shorts. I passed the biggest clot of my life and was okay the rest of the day, but by then all the chairs up on deck were full and I spent the rest of a beautiful afternoon at sea reading in my windowless stateroom.

On the positive side, though, the rest of the week was a breeze since my uterus dumped most of its contents that day.

[taradaisy6.livejournal.com]

wow! yeah unexpectant stuff SUCKS! especially since i freaked out my boyfriend!!
you lucky duck on a cruise!! I wish!!! :)
*Tara