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Jun. 8th, 2001 02:08 pmARGH...
*pulls favorite blankie, diet dr pepper, goodies powders *cause they hit fast*, waves hello, then curls up in the corner to die*
God, I've not had cramps like this in years... I don't want to go back on the pill (weight gain, emotions) but I can not go back to having the cramps I had before I was on the pill-- and this is terrifyingly similar. Worst thing is I started in the middle of the day here at work and I can't go home which is the only thing I want to do.
I hate being a fucking girl sometimes.
God, I don't want to do the pill again and I'm too chicken to do depo-- I know a 50-50 mix of people who quit their periods and people who had them continuously. I can not deal with continiously and not sure I trust an injection that lasts that long... at least with the pill I can stop it right then if things start going bad.
Christ, this hurts and I have no decent alternatives.
*pulls favorite blankie, diet dr pepper, goodies powders *cause they hit fast*, waves hello, then curls up in the corner to die*
God, I've not had cramps like this in years... I don't want to go back on the pill (weight gain, emotions) but I can not go back to having the cramps I had before I was on the pill-- and this is terrifyingly similar. Worst thing is I started in the middle of the day here at work and I can't go home which is the only thing I want to do.
I hate being a fucking girl sometimes.
God, I don't want to do the pill again and I'm too chicken to do depo-- I know a 50-50 mix of people who quit their periods and people who had them continuously. I can not deal with continiously and not sure I trust an injection that lasts that long... at least with the pill I can stop it right then if things start going bad.
Christ, this hurts and I have no decent alternatives.
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Date: 2001-06-08 11:50 am (UTC)I have to confess to beeing one of those *evil* ppl who don't get cramps... (well not bad).
But I have a friend who suffers terribly, and I am so sorry that some ppl have to go through that.
I don't know if it helps you any but exercise somtimes helps my friend, and there are allways painkillers.
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Date: 2001-06-08 02:41 pm (UTC)Exercise doesn't work at this point-- and I hate painkillers. Occassionally yes but not days of them monthly. Out of the question. I don't want to get dependent on them. My best friend would slip me anaprox in high school so I could make it through guard practice. (flag corp, drill team, everyone calls it something different).
The only thing that ever made a difference was going on the pill. The first time I got my period after starting them I was just crying, my boyfriend-later-husband-later-ex-husband freaked and asked me why I was crying and I told him, because I wasn't in pain. We were both very very happy :)
But-- I gained weight and had a lot of negative side effects from it. *sigh* We just can't win!
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Date: 2001-06-08 12:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-06-08 02:43 pm (UTC)no subject
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