*weep*

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spasms of pain are rocking me so hard tonite I don't want to bother trying to lie down and sleep...

I have my blood towel (in lieu of pad or sponge or whatever, I prefer to just sit on a towel :P), I have my red moon rubbing oil, and I have a boo willing to pamper me if I could only stop being surly long enough to let him near me.

glad to see the red blood this month, but *damn* does it have to hurt so bad? I very seldom cramp like this anymore, but I had to put up with someone's - what's teh word? twatling? - idiot child this evening and it put me in a fouler mood. It's a lot of work trying to abort someone else's child who has already been born. My uterus is unhappy now.

please don't take offense, moms and everyone else. I'm just cranky and tired and huuuuuuuurting.