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i always have dreams about my period the night before it happens.
i have cramps from hell
i want to give myself an operation and remove my ovaries right now
i live with two boys who assume any sort of anger/sadness/etc is related to my period
that makes me want to bite off their ears. i HATE blaming moodiness on my period. i think some of it's related to it, but i hate using that as an excuse. it tends to make people blow you off. 'oh its just her period.' bleh!