Poor Me... Poor Me...
Jul. 5th, 2001 01:40 pmPMS is alive and well in San Diego today.
I am one giant ZIT! my skin is breaking out really bad this month, and emotionally I am not equipped to deal with it. Of course if my hormones weren't so damned out of whack that I was totally breaking out, I would be in a better emotional state to handle it.
I woke up this morning with one thought, I must buy a Pus Sucker, I mean I could not do ANYTHING until I had this damned contraption. I didn't even shower before driving through the rain to the mall, came home, used it alittle bit, though not much since the batteries need to be charged, and now I feel Empty... I guess my mission to buy this product is what got me through the morning, now what's going to get me through the afternoon???
Oh, and I looked in the mirror while getting out of my shower... big mistake! I look like freaking Shamu, and yesterday I was SOO happy with the way my body looked, and I happen to know that I weigh less today than a few days ago, but it's all so damned misplaced today, and I'm not even due to start the real deal until Monday...:/
The worst part is, as upset as I am about my skin and body, I can't stop eating chocolate, I have already eaten half a box or Oreo O's cereal... grrrrrrr.
Hope this makes some of you feel just alittle bit better about your own emotional state today. :)
I am one giant ZIT! my skin is breaking out really bad this month, and emotionally I am not equipped to deal with it. Of course if my hormones weren't so damned out of whack that I was totally breaking out, I would be in a better emotional state to handle it.
I woke up this morning with one thought, I must buy a Pus Sucker, I mean I could not do ANYTHING until I had this damned contraption. I didn't even shower before driving through the rain to the mall, came home, used it alittle bit, though not much since the batteries need to be charged, and now I feel Empty... I guess my mission to buy this product is what got me through the morning, now what's going to get me through the afternoon???
Oh, and I looked in the mirror while getting out of my shower... big mistake! I look like freaking Shamu, and yesterday I was SOO happy with the way my body looked, and I happen to know that I weigh less today than a few days ago, but it's all so damned misplaced today, and I'm not even due to start the real deal until Monday...:/
The worst part is, as upset as I am about my skin and body, I can't stop eating chocolate, I have already eaten half a box or Oreo O's cereal... grrrrrrr.
Hope this makes some of you feel just alittle bit better about your own emotional state today. :)
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Date: 2001-07-05 01:45 pm (UTC)I hope your having a better day. We all feel icky in the extreme whilst bleeding or PMSing.
Thinking of you!
Vicky
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Date: 2001-07-05 01:59 pm (UTC)Cleaning my kitchen is getting me through the afternoon, but oh, where did I put my chocolate!
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