this sucks

[moonrose.livejournal.com]

for the last few days I have been cramping like I'm about to start even though it's the middle of my cycle, and I've been taking my pills regularly, every morning, just like I always do ...

not bad cramps, just ... cramps. like menstrual cramps. why?!?!? my last cycle was perfectly normal, everything came on time and lasted appropriately and I'm not under any more stress than usual :P

sometimes I wonder about my body ... grrrrrrrrr

Poor Me... Poor Me...

[here2pickupchix.livejournal.com]

PMS is alive and well in San Diego today.

I am one giant ZIT! my skin is breaking out really bad this month, and emotionally I am not equipped to deal with it. Of course if my hormones weren't so damned out of whack that I was totally breaking out, I would be in a better emotional state to handle it.

I woke up this morning with one thought, I must buy a Pus Sucker, I mean I could not do ANYTHING until I had this damned contraption. I didn't even shower before driving through the rain to the mall, came home, used it alittle bit, though not much since the batteries need to be charged, and now I feel Empty... I guess my mission to buy this product is what got me through the morning, now what's going to get me through the afternoon???

Oh, and I looked in the mirror while getting out of my shower... big mistake! I look like freaking Shamu, and yesterday I was SOO happy with the way my body looked, and I happen to know that I weigh less today than a few days ago, but it's all so damned misplaced today, and I'm not even due to start the real deal until Monday...:/

The worst part is, as upset as I am about my skin and body, I can't stop eating chocolate, I have already eaten half a box or Oreo O's cereal... grrrrrrr.

Hope this makes some of you feel just alittle bit better about your own emotional state today. :)

*grumbles*

[purrthecat.livejournal.com]

Ow... my back aches.
Ow... tummy hurts.. sore ovaries.
Grrr... I'm really edgy.
Grrr...people keep pissing me off.

All I wanna do is curl up in a bed surrounded by my cuddley toys and sleep till I feel better :)

Boo

[jaipur.livejournal.com]

I'm back!! Missed coming 'round here last month--I kept forgetting to check in. But there's nothing like a holiday or special event to make my period show up unexpectedly. :P So here we are. What's new?

Thank you.....

[starrycetra.livejournal.com]

I just found this community, and I want to thank whoever started it. Of course, I knew that nearly all women go through the "joy" of menstruation, but it is nice to know that others are suffering along with me. Thanks again.

Btw, my icon comes from a the video game, Final Fantasy 7. Final Fantasy 7 is copyright of Squaresoft.

False hopes.

[sister0fnight.livejournal.com]

What the hell!! It finally looks like it's starting to stop - and then an hour later it's back to high tide. It gets me all hopeful then just fucks me all up. :(

Oh yeah, I have a horribly, really stupid question, but I'm curious: I dunno if I'm the only one (probably not..) but what the hell are those dark (almost black, but are just really dark red) 'globs' you get on your pad when your raggin' it? I know it's probably nothing, but I'd just like to know why I/we get them.