sister0fnight.livejournal.comSo I finally went to my dread appointment at PP.
They didn't really do much, which surprised me. I didn't get anything - except my blood pressure taken. Then the doctor talked to me, gave me my pills, and let me be on my way.
The thing I'm nervous about is that since my periods are veeeeeery irregular, and I have to start the damned pills the day after I start my period (which I don't understand, nor did I know), I think I might be screwed. I told her that due to my irregularities, I might not get it soon. So she told me that if it didn't come within 3 months I'd have to call and make an appointment so they could run some tests.
They asked me when my last period was. I told them about 2 weeks ago. They asked me when my last last period was. Well, hell... it was so irregular I had no recollection. I knew it had to be over a year. The doctors eyes went wide.
"A year?!" she said.
"Yea. I told you its irregular."
She said it could be something that just works itself out in time, but if it continued, it could pose a problem to my having a child in the future.
This scares me a HELL of a lot, because I want to have Josh's baby. And he wants to have kids, and I'm afraid he'll leave me if I can't have kids. I know this is just a speculation, but I have terrible luck. Right now I'm just hoping my period comes next month.
I'm really scared and worried and hating/b> my body right now.