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[maiden-midwife.livejournal.com]

Bless me Mena (Roman goddess of menstruation) it has been 40 days since my last period. I took a pregnancy test yesterday to rule out pregnancy, although I was in doubt as to whether or not I had been exposed to sperm since my last period.

I have had sore breasts and a crampy feeling in my lower abdomen for the past week, but no period. I have also been overly emotional. I am usually an emotional person, so when I get overly emotional for me it is really intense. I think I have cried or almost cried every day for the past 3 days. Does PMS get longer when your cycle gets longer? I am unhappy with this situation. I guess I shouldn't mind having my period less often, even though it tends to be a celebration for me. I wonder if my yoni chakra is clogged or something. I think I miss my period and the intuition I have when I get it. I don't know what it is that bugs me about it. *heavy sigh*

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[-here-is-gone.livejournal.com]

I've given up on trying to use tampons for awhile.
I always find that I get cuts and scrapes from the applicators, but that the non-applicator ones don't go in at all.

*sigh*
So, I have (4) Tampax Pearl Super Ab.
and (10) Tampax Regular Ab (cardboard applicator)
and (9) or so Playtex Beyond Regular Ab
and (6) O.B Regular Ab (non-applicator)

that I can mail to anyone. I'd prefer to mail them all to the same person, so if you're in the market to test out tampons without actually BUYING them, I need to get them out of my cabinet. I might throw in a few other things I have lying around, like some White Tea bath soak stuff or something.