oh-so-quiet.livejournal.comok, i just posted, but i have another semi-related question for you ladies: does anyone else ever feel uneasy about using tampons? i use them all the time because they're fast and convenient, but something about using a tampon really bothers me. they're obviously not environment-friendly, but aside from that, they feel really unnatural. i don't like the thought of having a piece of cotton collecting drying blood inside of me; i'm not squeamish about it, it just doesn't feel right. i feel like my period isn't flowing freely, like i'd be happier if my body could release blood naturally or at least hold it in a more acceptable way. i dislike pads, too; i just think they're gross.
i've heard of instead cups, keeper cups, and sea sponges (i think that's what they're called..), but i don't have a lot of info. my problem is, in looking for an alternative to tampons, i'd need something that wasn't comparitively large. i'm definitely squeamish about inserting anything *too* much larger than a tampon, and even more squeamish about having to dig around with my fingers (rendering something like a diaphragm most likely impossible to use). i'd like something that wasn't going to harm the environment and that felt a lot more natural and sanitary than tampons. does anyone have any ideas, suggestions, information? i'd really appreciate any help. thanks!