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emmeangel and
menstrualhut)
*dying* i started cramping kinda bad around 11:40 this morning and it got worse at like 12:20 and then at 1 i could barely stand it, and when i got up from sitting at lunch, there was a "woosh" of liquid in my underwear and all i could think was "oh shit!" and all this was in front of my co-workers justin and voytek (now named Fuzzy hearafter). i was mortified... i hoped it wasn't too bad and i made a run for the bathroom and sure enough, she came. and a week early, no less. i'm either late or early. i seriously need this gyno appt even though i'm scared as hell to go. anywho, i made a makeshift pad out of toilet paper and luckily i go home at 2. i had to call my mom, and i work in a cubicle and my boss is over in the next cubicle, and i'm absolutely embarrassed making this phone call. i'm seriously going to die from these cramps... they're oxycontin-worthy!! (read about it
here). i can't concentrate and it's really hard to type this entry... i hope the gyno can help me... i seriously wonder if i have endometriosis...
(EDIT: the answer to question 3 on that page is bull. my dad had it after his surgury.)